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I was staring at the black sky, hoping that all this would be nothing more than a nightmare. But the pressure of the air in my lungs, the sound of the night to my ears reminded me that it wasn't. I am a murderer. Saying it loudly hurt me even more. You see, when reality catches you, it's hard to escape it. I felt like a lost mouse in a giant maze, without any door out. But the little mouse-me was actually lost in the woods. I don't even know how I came in here, I just woke up there. Lying in the fresh grass, the smell of the forest tickled my nostrils. A knotty tree was standing in the middle of the tiny glade where I was. The wind made it wobble so hard that I thought it was about to snatch its roots and fell on me. Few minutes later, I noticed that my hand was slightly shuddering. I was grasping something in my hand so hard that it was painful. I opened it carefully, and discovered with shivers what was taking place in it. A silver knife. I stood up slowly, picking off the sticky grass that was still on my brown silky hair and on my clothes. I threw my head in the night and stared hopelessly at the moon, seeking for answers. At this very moment, I thought there wasn't any other possibility for me to escape this nightmare. That knife was the only way to end up with pain.
I didn't cry. Everything was my fault, I knew it. It was still a hard thing to do. Midnight was getting close. Even if this summer night wasn't cold, I was shaking. I took my decision. I placed my hand right before me, and violently stabbed the knife in my belly. The pain rose up in me and I felt a metallic taste on my tongue. I couldn't breathe anymore, I was stifling in my own blood, it was obstructing my throat and preventing the oxygen to access to my lungs. I was spitting blood, coloring the green grass in a dark, gorgeous red.
The night of the 28th july 2013, I killed myself. There wasn't any other solution. The last thing I saw was a wet, ginger-furred kitten. I've barely seen his shocked face, when he saw the blood striking of my open wound on the dead leaves.